| Location | Essex |
| Age | 2 months |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 14/05/2005 |
| Date of Death | 24/07/2005 |
| Visitors | 3,358 since 25/02/2008 |
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My gorgeous baby son Kian past away on 24th July 2005 aged just 10 weeks, to me he was 'My sexy little lamb chop' to his big sister Becky he was 'Little monkey', to his Uncle Stephen he was 'Paddy' cos his name was irish, to his Auntie Ali he was 'Little Bill' cos she used to sing the little bill advert song to him !, to his grandad he was 'Billy boy' ?? His grandad said when he grew up he would either be a pianist or a boxer cos his fingers were so long but he always had a clenched fist !!, Kian made our lives complete, to me a much loved & wanted baby boy, little brother, only grandson, after 4 grandaughters.
My son had the most beautiful big blue eyes and although every mum thinks their baby is gorgeous everybody said how handsome he was and how i should sign him up as a baby model, he had a lovely sweet nature and very rarely cried, a perfect baby !!
They say he died from cot death, (sudden unexpected death in infancy) but i dont think so, he was ill after a difficult birth and the midwife leaving me when he got distressed, but i guess i'll never know, the one thing i do know is that there is never a day that passes when my heart doesnt ache for my beautiful baby son & I was so priviledged to have had him if only for 10 weeks.
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I never knew that morning what pain the day would bring,
a special heart stopped beating, I couldnt do a thing,
each time i see your pictures they seem to smile and say,
dont cry i'm only sleeping i'm with you every day,
losing you is a heartache I try to hide inside,
but part of me went with you Kian on the day you died.
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To all the sweet and caring people on GTS that light candles and send messages. THANK YOU, it is much appreciated, i do try to return the compliments but dont always have time, But love to all who suffer the grief of losing a loved one, take comfort in the knowledge that you will see them again one day.
6yrs
Six years have passed n not one day gets easier, I love you more than life itself, miss u soo much my gorgeous sweet baby xxx
New years Eve 2010
Yet another year passes without you here and the pain doesnt get any easier....missing you more than ever with my shattered heart.......love always Mummy xxxxx
merry christmas
Just dropped by to say thinking of you Kian as another christmas passes and I know mummy and Bex will be missing you today more than ever god bless darling xxx
Christmas 2010
My Darling Baby Boy.........We miss you today more than ever, I constantly look at all the lovely presants I would have loved to have bought you, i think of how excited you would be right now & probably driving ur big sister mad, we both miss u more than words can say, hope ur having lots of fun & cuddles with Nanny & Grandad,
We have bought u a cute teddy stone to put with u at the cemetry & Dave n Becky bought u a lovely west ham penguin, just wish u was here to cuddle it :-(
All our love
Mummy & Big Sis xxxx
hi kian it's your big cousin dana here. i miss you lot's and i love you.
Your big sister misses you very dearly. i made a poster about you 2 day and showed it 2 my class about the charity. when i showed your sister she started 2 cry. imisss you kian and merry x-mas.give my love 2 grandad and nan 4 me from your big cousin Dana xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Missing you every day
I have seen a lot of you lately in your white butterfly form, miss you every day feel so lucky to have got to hold you, even if it was only once.
Love
Gemma
xxx
5 Years
5 years today since the angels took you,
the pain it hurts more each day,
my son I loved you more than life itself,
I know we will be togather again someday.
Sleep in peace with the angels my Darling Kian
Love & miss you always
Mummy xx
Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday Kian"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Son of yours.
Copyright of Winnie Lovett
Happy 5th Birthday
To my gorgeous angel Kian........with all my love on your 5th Birthday, gone but never ever forgotten. Love always Mummy xxxxx
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